I'm just going to babble on here since I need somewhere to vent. Xanga is sooooo yesterday. I even forgot my username and password to get in. I hate it when I have several dozen accounts opened and left forgotten but oh well....
School never seems to end does it? I mean it comes to a point where I just want it to be over and done with so I can get on with my life, how sad is that. I've learned a lot, but I have all this urge to go out and do my own things my own work now and I can't because school has bogged me down with massive amounts of their work. Well it's one more year, here's hoping I survive it.
As for my deviations, well I'm not all that surprise how few people come over to my page now and how sparse my gallery looks. I take one look at it and I want to delete everything and start fresh. You know it kinda has that scary, weird, interesting feeling when looking back at what you've done and then looking at what you can do now. Honestly the other day I found my old sketchbook from 5th grade and my how the times have changed. At least I'm glad I'm making some growth in my abilities. A couple weeks back my best friend said, "if you'd practice everyday, you would've been as good...." Too true. But who has the luxury eh? I really should discipline myself, that was my biggest weakness, procrastination and not pushing myself harder and trying new things.
Do I dare make it my New Year's Resolution? Hmm....I'll probably break it by the weeks end, no need to disappoint myself even furthur.
Well what's with all the negativity? I've been asked the question "Is the glass half empty or half full." Well clearly it's half full. Does that mean I'm a positive person? People who know me well enough should know I usually don't think in the positive way, so I always hated that question, or metaphor, or riddle, or whatever you call it. Mind testing.
Right Now: Watching Superman Doomsday. I've heard positive reviews so what the hey I'm back to being a kid again. I even watched power rangers last Saturday, it's a god awful show now. Not like it use to be. Whatever happen to quality television? I sound like my dad now....hahaha
I rarely watch television now, not like I use to watch as a kid, hours and hours of it. LOL All I ever watch now is Stargate Atlantis and Heroes back and forth like clockwork. But that's about it. I'm telling you, television isn't like it use to be.
Well that's all thats in my system for the moment. It's 2 AM and I'll start to do funny shit if I don't go to sleep.